If only!
(via srodehorst)
I have a problem with bulimia. Imagine that, a teenager with an appearance problem. It all started when I moved back home from the greatest college ever! I started to feel empty inside, and I guess I wanted to truly feel empty inside. It wasn’t hard throwing up, you just eat, stick something down your throat and BAM, its gone. That’s where I came up with the phrase V.C.R. It stands for Vomit, Clean, Repeat. I’ve cleaned my toilet so many times that you would think that I was a hired maid. Still, I like it. It makes me feel something, control. I have control over the amount of food that goes in and out. I have more control over my image. Being almost 250 lbs, ya I would say that I have a problem, and a lot of people would never in a million years think that the fat guy has an eating problem. But its okay.